Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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4:21 pm
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Monday, April 4th, 2005
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5:19 pm
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hhmmm today was cool. not much happend i got yelled at by my teacher again today to being a smaart ass she said something (iunno i dont pay any attention) and for no reson yelled out no fucking shyt and then like everyone got quiet and i didnt think she heard be cuz szhe jsut dumb like that and i looked up and she was staring at me and i laughed haha then shes like thats not funny please use a better vocabulary in my classroom i was like yea sure w.e haha good times. but yea other than that everything was cool..so yea well heidi called me today during luch and told me that they dont report cards till wedsnesday so that gives us a little more time to talk but not much :-\ but the month shud go by fairly quik..we'll talk as much as she can.. and yea.. well yea hm tim and his mom got back from georiga today they went and saw james. and yea hes doing good i guess..tim went surifng i didnt want to cuz there were no waves hes cwazy. lol oke dokey well what else to say humm
ok well thats bout all l8er days
i love you heidi!! ruff haha im hyper<33333ilu
current mood:  hyper
current music: purple haha nuthing
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
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12:32 am - one of the worst...
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today hasnt been good..
me and heidi are cool again...but..we didnt go to the movies tonight b.c they couldnt get a ride..so instead of the movies i went to the hospital with my mom justin and connor..connor was like and still is really sick..so yea..i got to sit in a hospoital on the floor cuz me and justin were scred of the people in the waiting room so we sat outside on the floor. for like 3 hours and were at the hospital from 7 till 12 ... no exaggeration we were there five hours waiting to see if connor was ok..b.c he wasnt breathing right and yea..so we found out that he has bronchial contractions...making it hard for him to breathe so yea... they like gave him steroids (iunno y) and then put him on some macheine..it helped but they wanted to keep him over night but my mom said no and instead go this nuralizer machein or somthing to help him breathe i guess..so yea...so i havent eaten anything all day so im hungry as hell..im sick..i miss heidi..i scared for connor...ugh theres just so many things going through my head right now...im jsut glad that i have the people that care about me right now.
yea but hopfully i can see heidi at the mall tommarow if they can get a ride. but if not who knows..i wont be able to talk to her or see her for a month ina half b.c she'll be grounded..but what can ya do...
this is gunna be a looonng month..
yea i guess today has been one of the worst ..
heidi i love you so much
l8er.
current mood: too many feelings right now
current music: silence..
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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5:31 pm
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im so sorry...i HATE fighting with you..
ugh!!!
w/e i dont feel good
i love you so much!!!! <3
current mood:  discontent
current music: something corperate
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5:15 pm
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this day is turning out to be really shytty.
first i woke up at like 8:30 .. heidi called me and yea then i went back to sleep until like 11:30 and heidi and andrea were at sams house and they called justin and yea i layed there for a while then i talked to heidi..then me and justin worked..and worked more it was gay...then we cleaned up the garage.
then heidi had her sfriend prank call me...and for some reson it reeally pissed me off i mean i dont like being fucked with bvut usually i just blow it off and idc but iunno..im sorry heidi i love you... but yea then they told us that they might not be able to get a ride to the movies so im still wait for heidi to get home from the beach or whereever shge is idk.. the movie starts at like 7:30 and yea..but w.e i guess ill just wait its cool. i hate waiting..
and on top of all this crap connors sick as fuck and has been cryinbg all fucking day long. and its not annoying but like iunno im getting sick of it its just adding to my aggrivation
hopfully if they are allowed to go my mom will still bring me on such short notice but yea
ok well im out ima go stare at my ceiling for a hour or so until she calls.
l8er
i love you heidi.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: connor is fucking crying ugh
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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8:31 pm
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hey whtas up not a lot here being bored.
today was gay as fuck after lunch but before was cool.
..before i want to first block then me and adam skipped the 3 ina half hour 2nd block (the juniors were taing fcat.) so yea went and got ice cream and some bagels haha it was funny. then got back to school. my friend chris let me borrow his straylight run cd and now i have it on my computer...
but then for some reson my day when to shyt.......dont ask y b.c i cant give you an answer just a lot of stuff was goin through my head and it was really ugh then it seemed as though everyone was pissin me off really really easy. donno y so yea..ugh..
yea look at my journal i changed a lot of stuff my backround and then some stuff on my info...still waiting for heidi to finish my icon so yea.
ok well im out im tired and theres nuthing to do so ima make justin a livejournal now
ok
byebye
heidi..i love you so much.
<3
current mood:  dont know...
current music: another word for desparate---straylight run
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12:13 am
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ah today whas the best day ever..first it was kinda lame i guess i put up shelves in connors bedroom for my mom and yea i got paid but spent in already haha
but yea then heidi came over and tim and kyle and justin were all here and we got into a big pillow fight and throwing of the sandals it was great then all them left and it was justin me and heidi for a lil while while my mom gotta massage. tyims mom took connor for a walk and yea it was cool then connor came back and we just all chealled tgether. then robert came home and the whole family was here then me and heidi went down to the beach for a walk it was cool. we walked down to university to the lil covinience store thingy and got some beef jerkey hell yea! yea we got that some drinks and some chocolate o yea chocolate <3 then we walked back and chilled on the stairs and ate our food. then it was dark and then these guys ran by in thongs (ewww) and when we were walkin back home tim and kyle popped out of nowhere and yea then we all went back together and ate some kfc and and taco bell. yea it was yuppy then we took heidi hom : ( but i had a really good day.
and hopfully we can see eachother another time durning spring breakk maybe two more who knows...depends on how stuff plays out yunno
well heres heidis link to her livejounal cuz i donno how to put pikters in my journal entry haha and yea we took lots of pikters of tim and kyle and my dawgi and justin and me and heidi yay!
ok im out byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye
http://www.livejournal.com/users/washed_away_0o/
ok i love you so much heidi today was the best day ever i love you soo much
current mood:  grateful
current music: hellogoodbye
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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12:38 am
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Missing You
Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.
My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.
All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.
Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!
It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.
I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.
I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.
Copyright © Deriek Ellis ~ 17
<3 heidi.
current mood: i miss her
current music: silence..
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Monday, March 28th, 2005
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4:37 pm
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Ask me 5 questions.
ANY 5.
No matter how personal, inappropriate, or random.
I promise to answer 100% truthfully.
<33
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3:55 pm
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awh heidi made it for me i love you so much!!
current mood: loved
current music: nuthin..heidis IMs
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12:15 pm
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FIVE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. heidi
2. other stuff
3. heidi
4. heidi
5. heidi
FIVE THINGS I WOULD BUY WITH $1,000
1. stuff
2. gas for the car i'll have in the future..to see heidi
3. more gas
4. w/e heidi wants
5. w/e heidi wants
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. be with heidi
2. sure reallly good waves
3. be with heidi
current mood: loved
current music: iunno fuse
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
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6:38 pm
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"Side Kick"
I had i dream i was a vigilante sidekick
my name is tim im a lesser known character
I had a dream i was a vigilante sidekick
fighting crime in the streets together
Down in Oakland
off of west grand,
st joseph relief
a program
A good place were good people get food,
help your fellow man is a good thing to do
Government agency said
be afraid of me,
i shut your doors down it won't phase me
Wolverine came through left
the agent for dead, opened up the doors
back up everyone was fed
Do not bill the abandoned buildings,
it's nice to sleep when you've got a ceiling.
Neighborhood watch said we gotta put a stop,
can't have people livin' for free call the cops.
Here comes the SWAT team, and the M-16,
shoot the walls in, destroy the building.
Wolverine was sad and it made him mad,
every single cop got a bullet in the head.
haha bored listening to rancid. today i went to breakfast with the family well me robet mom tim his mom and kyles mom so yea then went surfin with tim joey and mikey. and that was lame cuz the beach patrol kept kicking us out and then there were sharks and yea. but hm now im sittin waitin for my mom to bring back me some rodeo burngers from BK and yea tommaorw goin to aunts for some gay easter thing i think then surfing and tommaorw prolly gunna wake up ealry and go saurf sposed to be good surf monday. but other that that thats all thats goin on... i RELLLLLY RELLLY RELLY RELLY RELLY hope i can see heidi this spring break. i really miss her. a lot. mhm yea ok well im out vcuz thats bout all i gatta say.
ok
l8er days
ILOVEHEIDISOOMUCH
matt
current mood: chipper
current music: rancid-side kick
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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8:02 pm
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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10:02 pm - !
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havent updated ina while..i dont ever want to no more.
only doin it for heidi cuz i love her cuz shes the bestest
yep im bored kina im updating donloading songs from my cds to itunes.
talking to heidi <3 and justin <3 <haha (the two COOLEST people in the WHOLE WORLD!)
I LOVE THEM!..bc i can
hmm yea well heres what me and justin did last monday when we were out of school...
oh hell yea thats our (me and justins) new room heck yea two futons and oh yea.
current mood: talkinfg to heidi wat u think.
current music: heidi on the fone <3
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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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11:06 pm
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me and heidi are goin out again :D!! yea im like happy.
tonight was justins birthday party well kina wasnt really a party. lol jkyles spenin the night justin got an ipod. and yea but stuff been going really good. me and heidi i dont hate nichole anymore <3 ... dont take it personal nichole :) lol but yea we had big ass cookie cake and a big ass brownie it was great. ah yea i hink i have pretty good grades and if heidi gets good grades (which she better..) lol then were prolly goin to the movies next weekend but yea thatz unna be cool..if everything works out...
the only shytty thing oin on right now im not gunna talk about b.c i promised heidi i wouldnt b.c yea unno but yea. it just has to do with someone .. and yea im not gunna say no more cuz ima end up sayin to much so ...
ok well yea todya i went to lowes with my mom and got some sprinkler shyt and i fixed em be ima "manly man" as someone used to say lol. but yea. joey called and wanned to go surfing but i couldnt i wonder if he ever did eh w.e but monday me and justin r prolly gunna get our room ready to get the futons. it gunna be so fucking great. i ot the curtains up and now my rooms all dark with no lights lol we only need two more cutains for this window. and then were gunna get all this stuff for our room its gunna kick ass ok well iv said ebough ima go to bed and talk to heidi cuz I LOVE HER!!<33333333333333333333
ok l8er days .... A&4....4&A :D
i love you babe...matt
current mood: very..very content
current music: heidi on the fone
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Friday, March 11th, 2005
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8:27 pm
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hey eveeyoneim in a really good mood for no reson..heidis back and thats so fucking awsum now we just need to hang out lol...im talkin to sam again b.c i dont hold gruges...much so yea. but anyways....im actually kinda bored just chillin wantin heidi to call me talkin to sam. listening to music. drinkin this realllllly strong wine but its realllllly good too lol anyways..im on my like 4th glass. but anyways school was lame. slept most my classes. then yea. my parents r like watching love actually for the like 100000000000000000000th time god its scary how much they like that movie but yea. mmhmm i still cant wait for this next week to pass and for next weekend to be here !! ahh hurry up but hm what else to say...i guess thats aboot it lol ok
l8er days
short LIL sam1 [8:25 PM]:ok put i love you SAM << HAHA OK I LOVE YOU SAM!!(just 4 u)
i love heidi soooo much!!! cant wait to see you
<3 to most
matt
current mood: unusually happy!
current music: something corperate--my konstantein
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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6:22 pm
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hey yea i changed like verythin in my journal my icon my backround and my info. its awsome so yea
look at it
*comment*
thx l8er
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5:25 pm - .....................................................
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just got done playin guitar with lensey. she had to leave b.c of somthing at home iunno. but yea..my day well its been weird like nothingg like really bad has happend but its just been a super sitty ass day. 1st right be 4 i leftmy house my parents tire was flat. then i got to school. took my final in health iunno if ima go to that class tommaorw its pointless yunno. then second block i found out i fail my history test yesterday i got a 48% wahoo figures fuck history its pointless too. but then we took a open book test and i think i did really good on that so hopfully i still have a good grade in that class. i think i have like a b or an a in health unno. then critical thinkin was fine we watched some old ass movie. then 4th block was unusually easy and not gay we had to turn in our cell things tho and yea i didnt mine in 20 minutes out of waffles it looked so ross an di stil got an a shes so effing stupid. so yea. and yea so my day wasnt bad i was just depressed 75% of the day. and like stressing out like a mother fugger. (undisclosed resons...for now) but then i talked to james in forth block about it and he helped a lot hes good at that thats y hes so awsome. but yea. i cant wait for this weekend to pass and for next week to pass god i ant it to be next weekend!!!
hmm yea listen to thats so you by the rocket summer.. and it will give you an idea of how iv been feeling all day..
I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH OMFG I WANT TO SEE YOU!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL.
matt
current mood: gloomy
current music: silence...
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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
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12:55 pm
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Takexitxbac [12:49 PM]: yea you are
Takexitxbac [12:49 PM]: like i said go fuck joey
green lacey bra [12:49 PM]: you're trying to say all this shit to me, and it doesnt affect anything.
Takexitxbac [12:50 PM]: im out bye bitch
green lacey bra [12:50 PM]: i already have.
hahaha wow shes so dumb
im gunna play guitar with lensey now
l8er
current music: take me away -- plain white t's
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Friday, March 4th, 2005
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5:45 pm
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pikters bottom ones old but the top ones new i just took it with my new shirt..yea i like it so yea
but anyways im bored and i dont feel like writing much soo im not gunna ok cant wait till tommarow <33
and i swere to god it another ugly bitch calls for justin im going to go fucking insane lol j/k
ok l8er days matt
current mood: lil edgey
current music: nuthing
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